When I was 10, I was the weird kid, and it made me want to grow up so badly. I wanted to be a cool kid who dresses impeccably, do the coolest things, hang out with the coolest people and walk hand in hand with a guy just for the fun of it. I thought I was ready to take on the world.

I'm turning 19 this year, and honestly I wish I could be 10 again.
I wish I could be carefree again.

I'm tired of worrying about school and I'm tired of not knowing what to do with my life.